July 24, 2006

  • So I'm going to talk about a female issue today....PMS....okay, not exactly that...but related to it.  It's a bit personal but I'm sure I'm not the only girl out there that experiences this.


    Ever since I've been off my other BC (birth control)...it was way too expensive..$100+ cuz my insurance company doesn't cover it! Sucks arse...I had to find something that was under my insurance but wasn't a pill. Pills don't work for me...I always forget to take it at the same time....I thought of the patch, but that scared me cuz of all the news surrounding it....so I ended up with the ring.  It was weird at first...but I got over it. The only problem now....


    Well my other BC, I pretty much didn't get PMS cuz I rarely had a visitor....but now that I'm on the regular hormones...damn! I always know when my period is coming cuz I crave chocolate way more than usual...and I'm ultra senstive. The chocolate thing doesn't bother me, it's the "ultra sensitive crap" that's bothersome.


    I had a crying spell today. Not for any particular reason...just felt hopeless and alone. I didn't want to hang out with anyone, but here I am thinking totally unreasonably that no one wants to hang out with me today! WTF!! I knew then I was PMSing cuz my thought and emotional process was on overload.  It sucks!


    The one good thing about the ring is that I'm not as hungry. But this emotional crap whenever I'm nearing my monthly visitation is out of control for me. No I'm not throwing sh*t at people or yelling or anything. I just want to be left alone and every little thing upsets me...which isn't cool at all. Once I realized it's b/c of the freakin' hormones in my system...I kinda calmed down a bit. I'm lying low for the rest of the week...


    Saw Rachel, Jammie, Jess, Angelica, Lori, and Cindy yesterday.  A bunch of us will be running next week! 5K/10K run/walk! Should be fun....always fun hanging out with the girls. So Lori never got her money back in full. She's not the type to ask, but one should never take advantage of people....sucks cuz I'm sure she could've used that money for her wedding...hopefully she'll be more proactive and try to get that loan back. 1K is a lot of money ya know...but I digress....so a bunch of us will be running next weekend! It should be fun...i've been working out for the past 2 weeks now...run a little bit over 2.5 miles...so I'm ready for the 5K..as for the 10K...still don't know (hahaha). I do have to break in my new running shoes though....I noticed the running shoes I have now wasn't too supportive the other day when I was running...so gotta get new shoes.


    I want to plan a trip to Vegas sometime soon...maybe I'll just have my b-day there...I have no clue what I want to do...


    aight...that's it for now....until next entry.

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