February 6, 2007

• I'm ready....so I say....

  I've been sick for almost 2 weeks....finally feeling better....physically better...emotionally --> ugh.

  I haven't gone out w/ friends in two weeks. All I do is work, work and work....stay in bed b/c I'm sick..do errands around the house but stay in bed more b/c I'm so tired due to being sick...so...i get sad...cuz I haven't been out w/ friends or doing anything socially.

  I'm requesting for this Wednesday off...but knowing me, I'm going to feel like crap again..and will only wish to stay in. I'm tired...I'm bored...I want excitement...I want fun...I want to date....

  So I don't return phone calls....I haven't been in the mood to talk to anyone cuz I've been feeling like crap the past few weeks...and the only person i wish to hang out with is K....I sooooooo need to meet other people. It's 3:40 in the morning and I'm up...why?? i should be napping...i should be sleeping..i should've watched some of the movies I put in my portable DVD player....but i'm too lazy to even watch a movie...WTF is that all about?

  anyway, i'll hopeully snap out of this "mood"....even though I'm past the really sick phase, I still have the cold......oh well...in due time.

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