April 1, 2007

  • Too Many Thoughts

    Should I be concerned if we text more than talk on the phone? He went out to Long Beach last night. So he tells me he's at his friend's place drinkin'...and I couldn't help but think "friend" as in guy friend or girl friend? I tend to just say "friend" when I'm hanging out w/ guys...but it's not like we know each other's friends yet.  He did call me "babe"...but I'm not sure if I like that either. Ugh, I know...I know..I gotta stop this.

    I did nothing today but catch up on sleep and watch movies. I really liked Capote considering that I had no clue about him or his life. I didn't even know "Breakfast at Tiffany's" was based on a book! Go figure.

    I hate being difficult. Especially for a friend's wedding. I hate complaining b/c it adds stress to their wedding, but I can't help but get so frustrated right now. I don't like the fact that she chose a seamstress that isn't easily accessible. I don't like the fact that it's on the seamstress time when I feel like I'm paying her, I should be able to meet her half way on my time. But we all have to meet (all 4 girls in the wedding, including junior bridesmaid) to get fitted? WTF! I'm upset b/c everything I recommended has been set aside. The lady I recommended was way cheaper (and it's not like she's paying for our dresses) and much more easily accessible. I didn't want to complain but I was so frustrated that this lady can't meet us on a weekend where we're all free and we have to free up our schedules to meet her? Then I have issues with one of the bridesmaid...and I hate HATE HATE the fact that I'm somehow in charge. I don't want to be in charge any longer....infact, I think that's what I'm going to say.

    I'm so frustrated with everything.  Anywho..i'm tired of thinking..lol...so I'm gonna go and read a book.