June 8, 2007
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I know, it's been awhile
It's been crazy busy here....things are happening so quickly that I rarely have time to stop and take a breath to enjoy the moment. Chicago Guy did tell me he was looking for a more serious relationship with me, but after the 3rd cancelled date using "no money at this time" as a reason, I basically couldn't take him seriously. I basically told him that all I could offer was friendship at this time.
It didn't help that things with hapa is strangely okay. I don't know what it is....and that's okay too. I'm keeping my options open though...but it's been interesting so far.
Work has been mad busy. I've been mad tired. Working back-to-back-to-back-to-back with 4 hours in between jobs at night to sleep....is draining. Sadly, it has messed up my body's chemical balance and I need to go make another appointment with the doctor to see what I need to do. But I need the money right now. With weddings and trips coming up...it's a necessity that I work. (sigh).
I know i'm a bit secretive right now. Not talking much about the bullsh*t in my life or the good stuff as well...but it's like, I don't want to say much just in case it blows over...lol. Only time will tell.
Comments (3)
haha...good luck with whatever you're up to...
ryc: actually, if you clicked on the link in my entry, it will bring you to the entry that i talks about how i fell into depression. it's part 2 of 4 i believe and all the parts are right after each other. it's a quick read and i hope it answers all your questions. if not, feel free to drop me a msg or IM and i'll elaborate even more. =)
also... no really happy memories you wish to relive? unless the earliest memory is also your happiest.
-ray leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
RYC: I'll be more than happy to share my routine and diet with you. Please go to this link http://www.xanga.com/MsJYang/586680445/exercisediet.html.
Take it easy on yourself although I understand your need to make ends meet, I'm the same way. Like I always tell my husband, "You do what you have to do because life is a struggle."
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