August 30, 2004

• So I start school this week...I'm a bit anxious cuz I don't know how I'm going to deal with working 72 hours a week...attending class won't be a problem, but when will I find the time to study?

  
  

  I got a bit sad on Friday...all the work got me feeling a tad bit lonely. I started feeling bad cuz I haven't had a break to see my friends, hang out with them...I get so tired easily that all I want to do is sleep!! So that's what I did Friday...I slept. I think life would be a tad bit easier if I had someone to share it with...ya know..someone who'll care about moi and hold me . But I held my pillow instead and slept soundly. I woke up early, packed for school since I wouldn't have time the rest of the weekend to do that, dressed for work and headed out...first to drop off the videos I rented, then to Cedars.

  
  

  I told myself I wasn't going to sit around Saturday. So after work, I headed to SC to deposit mulah but of course all the USC ATMs were closed!! I wasn't a happy camper considering that I really needed to put that into my account. Turns out that one of my roommates moved out unexpectedly on Friday. So we're back to paying more this month. So I walked all over SC to finally go home defeated. BUT I made sure I didn't let this feeling ruin my day. Plus, thanks to J for depositing the remainder of mulah to my account -- you don't know how much stress that's relieved for me this month.

  
  

  So I called up Megan and we made plans to go shopping in Brea. Bought 2 nice work pants and 1 top (dood!! I so need to dress more professionally now, sucks cuz I like wearing comfortable clothes more than dressing up, but we got some good deals at least)and headed back home. Megan ended up going to Rana's and I got ready and waited for the troops. We ended up in Downtown Fullerton. It was nice to FINALLY be doing something besides work!! It was nice to actually be on a dance floor...a bit faded and having fun. Kenny ended up hanging out with us. I kinda pissed him off when some guy asked to dance with me...I just don't get guys!!! I asked Kenny to dance but he didn't want to....I asked more questions about us, but it lead nowhere (well in my mind...he said he liked me, I asked if he liked me as a friend, and he responded with "um...*pause*..." and I said "you don't like me as a friend!!"...okay so I was being difficult, but I wanted to hear him say what he felt, but didn't...he chickened out and said "yeah I do like you as a friend"...*rolls eyes*)... I accept a dance with some random stranger and he leaves the freakin' bar. But all is well, we kissed and made up. hahaha.

  
  

  Went to work this morning, went back to my parents cuz I left my sneakers at the house plus they had some good grub!! Lobster, crabs and shrimps!! Can't pass that up!! Slept and now here at Northridge.

  
  

  I see Jenn K. on Tuesday. It'll be great to see her again!! It's going to be a stressful day though -- a lot of driving and I need to get some sleep sometime...so that's my weekend in a nutshell.

  
  

  
  

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  Thanks Ms. C!!

  
  

  eXpressive: 9/10
  Practical: 7/10
  Physical: 3/10
  Giver: 6/10
  
  

  
  

  
  

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