April 1, 2005

• Just tell me that I need a break!

  
  

  I've been running around like my head cut off...so much on my mind. It's been a rough day. Started off a good week...but after thoughts of expenses...I owe uncle sam, I renew car insurance, my bills are ridiculous...ugh!! Stress....and today, I just wanted to chill at home..and drink a glass of scoth...or any alcohol!

  
  

  i'm stressin'...cuz in a month, I'll be in Thailand...and i'm hoping to have money to spend while i'm there...i'm stressin' cuz i'm worried about my friends who have some things to take care of and i'm not sure if I made the good choice to letting her know instead of finding out first hand from that person....i just hope things are okay...ugh..relationships are so hard and yet we still strive to attain one if we aren't in one.

  
  

  dood..i just want to be in a healthy one! i don't think that's so much to ask for.

  
  

  other things..weddings...two friends getting married in may...stressed out cuz i need to have money to buy their gifts...(sigh)...and i just can't believe i'm strapped for cash again! it's so darn frustrating. bad luck with my car...if i didn't get that problem..life would be so much better..but oh..life goes on.

  
  

  anyway..what have i been up to? Not much..jsut find it interesting that when I least expect it...someone from the past appears back in my life. i'm not sure if I'm happy with it...I'm not sure what to think of it...

  
  

  all i know, this weekend..i'm going out with the girls..and i'm going to have a good time.

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