June 17, 2005

  • It's funny how life can change in a matter of seconds, minutes, hours, days, months.


    Since I came back from Thailand, my world seems a whole lot bigger...a lot more things to see, feel, learn...basically experience. The moment you let go of what's holding you back, the moment you see doors opening! And once these doors open, something strange happens...your luck changes.


    Just when I though it was over....a new door opens to reveal a different type of friendship. Just when I thought I couldn't let go...I closed my eyes and basically let go.


    I'm looking forward to my cruise, but my cruise agent(s) are morons that don't return emails (I've been trying to get them to correct my itinerary for the past 2 months). Seriously, sometimes I wonder about customer service these days....is it really thatdifficult to just tell people the truth. Chris...wish you didn't leave there!! I swear you're the only one that knew what you were doing...and sorry if I offend any of those ur friends with there...but seriously, they need to get their shit together --> I'm talking about Jeff and Dee!


    I thought I was getting old and missing my time. But when you're having fun and decide there's so much more out there....suddenly you don't feel so old, but really young and really don't have time to be tied to one string...


    If you're attach, enjoy each other. Love each other. Care for each other. There's also lots to experience together in couplehood.


    If you're single...enjoy the fact that nothing is holding you back but you. The great part about being single at this moment...I have no obligations. I can decide to move, change jobs, go on vacation, etc. at any time cuz I'm living for me. I'm being selfish, but that's b/c I have that right to make that choice. But when you have someone to look after, someone to care about...that's when you gotta put their feelings and their life into consideration. That's when you can no longer be really selfish.


    I've been reading a lot.


    I know I should focus on school, but I'm really in no rush...crazy how things change. I use to be such a bookworm...nerdy school girl...but I can't even get myself to look at a freakin' anatomy coloring book. Well, hopefully next semester, I'll get a class...cuz it sucks not being able to get any class I want...and I know I can't keep living the way I'm livin'!! I mean, dammit, I want to be a homeowner and I want to travel more!!

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