June 13, 2007

• YoYoIng

  Almost a month and all I can say is I've only lost 2 pounds...actually, I had lost 2 lbs, gained 1.6 and lost the 1.6 again.  I seriously need some sort of motivation to stay in the program! You'd think the thought of death by heart disease would be a good motivating factor, but it hasn't seem to be working on me yet. 

  I was suppose to work last night, but I was so exhausted I couldn't even get myself to get up. My body felt so heavy to wake that I just couldn't get myself up after 2 hours of sleep. Yes...I know, I do feel like I'm slowly killing myself with this work schedule. However, the sleep did wonders. I feel so refreshed and awake and I feel sooooo much better. I know...I need to cut my night job! I so need to do it!! BUT financially, I would be struggling and I can't have that.

  I'm debating if I should head out to the spa...I was just there this past Saturday, but i felt so good that I think I should just go there and use the facilities....hmmm...choices choices....

  This is going to be short...I had more to write, but work is gettig busy..so better bounce...

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